so basically it's just never gonna happen. and that really makes me sad. and there is absolutely nothing i can do about it, except move on, but i really just dont want to. there isnt anyone i would rather be with and that is that. i feel so selfish for thinking that he should wanna make me happy, when he is going through a lot more than i can imagine, but at the same time he could just not have the guts to say something that would hurt my feelings. id rather hear it than be lead on like this.

lovuvuvuvuvuvuvuvvve

and you know that i do, i told you, first

Currently Listening Everything Is Alive, Everything Is Breathing Nothing Is Dead and Nothing Is Bleeding By The Chariot see related

i love church

Currently Listening The Possibility and the Promise By Amber Pacific Gone So Young see related

hey bekah lea ya like my new song?

To my dearest Bekah..

you are the only one that ever reads this...

Merry Christmas!